"Beggars can't be choosers."

The irony of feeling to much. Too much euphoria and then too much pain.

Sometimes, you just got to accept your freaky-ness. Everyone has them in one way or another. They say, "You got to embrace your own skin." Learning to accept and love the way God has wired you. You have your own strengths and sphere of influence. You may not believe it, but you have that potency. Your values are even that strong, so don't doubt it. God has been in depth with you, so you don't have to be scared of being an outcast.