Arcana Famiglia!

It's funny when you realize that you are not that accepted as who you are, what you are, by those persons you thought would understand.

My bad, another fault in this side...

tsss... another #keepcalmandbigtinafriend moment

It's annoying.

It's terrible troublesome.

Something so much distracting...

Why am I this disastrous?

Well I'm sorry for being loud and selfish...

Sorry for being someone who is not comfortable of teaching...

I'm sorry for being this way...

I'm sorry for being such a disappointment...

I'm sorry if you expected me too much to be walking with a halo...

I'm not that person you think I am...

Yeah, maybe I'm just showing off, a show-off...

So I'm sorry for having no conscience at all.

Why can't I do better?

Ugh~ this sucks...




Really, I'm sorry for being such a disappointment.

So faithful. So constant. So lovely. So true in everything You do

On stream: You're a god - Vertical Horizon

So, so blessed to have hear those words from someone you know God has anointed.

Actually, I wasn't thinking of taking into it too much because the way I heard it was like: for real?

You serious?

Like, please, don't give me false hopes.

There wasn't any spark inside when Tatay tapped me in the shoulder and spoke those words.

And it just sunk into me , right now...

And I'm feeling like: those words, I'm quite indifferent about it, but can I put my trust on it?

Was it you Lord who spoke?

Can I be confident about it?

Can I Lord?

Because I want too...

And so, just like what happened awhile ago... When those words were spoken out of nowhere... The rain heavily knocked on the rooftops when I asked if it is You...

I feel like the sudden rainfall told me a strong: It is I.

Lord, have it your way...

I'll continue to live in my dreams as you continue to prepare everything for me... As you continue to mold me and I fight for your glory.

O Lord, Yes, Lord! Greater experiences of who You are. I won't be afraid facing trials knowing You are for me, then what can.stand against me?

Let Your will be done, O Lord. And may You be glorified, be exalted by blessing me!

I'll continue to learn to praise and worship You at all times.

Thank You for Your message. That was beyond comforting! Undoubtedly the God of Possibilities! The God who holds the world in His hands!

Mild Separation Anxiety

I feel rejected. Hmmmn.

How's it going?

Next week's preliminary exams!

And guess what...

I haven't been in a serious mode, I mean...

I hate to say this but I'm taking things lightly...

Taking everything for granted...

*sigh

It's contradicting with what I actually wanted to achieve...

Heeeeeelp! I CAN'T STAY LIKE THIS FOREVERRR!

Haha. This is funny.

Anyways, I'm having a part-time job now... I don't know if it's too late but I want one experience before Uni ends.

It's actually an eyesore job but I'm enjoying it.

Yea. I am.

Serious.

I don't know how it'll help me in the future but I'll be faithful in it. I guess its a practice for me to a good night sleeping habit. I mean creating it all the way again.

You see, I just recovered from flu... Well I'm not sure, but I was really sick.

Another thing...

DO YOU SUPPOSE SOMEONE TO SUPPORT ALL THE WAY IF HE/SHE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IS EVERYTHING ALL ABOUT?

I'm not bitter. Actually I'm awkward.

There's just something I want to believe in and hold on to even if they have already have motions, notions, rationalizations about it.

*currently listening to Nina Nesbitt's Way in the world

Hi July, I'm mad, angry, sad and sick. For an unknown reason. I'm tired.