That wasn't good. I forced myself to get angry. You got it right, there's the word forced. What she did was really stupid and that I didn't like. I told her to transfer the photos in the computer files that she may use the camera memory as possible as she can. And as i asked for the photos, she just told me, "you didn't tell me to transfer it." And I was like, "ok, so what's up with that?" I tried to nag at her until i realized I wasn't getting angry, then I tried to look for it. I wanted to express myself. I know, I too was stupid there. I wasn't being an example again right? But that was just really stupid. Yeah, both of us were stupid. Sigh. I ended up with a loud voice that obviously wants to cry because of that stupid reason.

akhgashdgakshdgasdygiaugiasdakjdhashg.

so annoying. sigh. i know its no good that i be looking for those photos again, i should've know. eeeeeeeeeeeeet. i'm irritated how she do things. as she grows older, she becomes somewhat immature. the more the person thinks she is independent and mature, the more she would be likely the opposite.

funny how i asked myself, "where's the anger?" back then, I was wondering what happened to me. that's how He works, don't you think? It's always a matter of choice. and as for me, there was a chance to not let get anger get in the way, yet i made a choice. anyways, that is a significant thing to me right now. the extraordinary that becomes an ordinary thing to do.

sigh. im getting tired of all the things around me. im getting tired with those people around me. i just want to be alone. i just want to be in harmony, at peace. i don't know. stupid. that was just so stupid.

By the time, the clock strikes at 12, I'll be leaving it behind. I will make it pass. That's just fine. Take a deep breath and exhale the burden.

GOD LOVES RAU ♥

We don't seem to notice it, but what we sometimes hate make us act it.

That's why, we should be careful. We should take heed of ourselves whether we are starting to hate something or someone because of what has happened, because in the end, we might be the one ending bitter, we'll become the one acting the same thing we hated from them.

So in order to avoid it, let's love and not hate. Hard isn't it? Because that's what love is, conquering every side of the world. :]

Today, i was wondering if i could relate my past relationship with Katy Perry's song: The one that I got away. ;)

I was just wondering.

Just wondering.

Haha.

It's nice to have experiences to laugh on. Hihi.

Do not be an answer to someone's problem

"Do not be self-righteous"
"See Me in that person"
"Do not grow tired from it"
"Love the person"
"Do not let emotions carry you"
"Do not be an answer nor make your self the answer"
"God loves you, me"
"It's going to be fine"
"You need to be courageous"

I'm in the house, house~

We are the Children of God!

Christians are not boring as others think ♥

I am not shaken, I am not moved

I wonder what will happen if all the leaders in the church are all so drowned with their emotions. Sigh. Acting the same at the same time - myyyyy! It's a tough time; MOMENT!

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God." Philippians 4:6

It's hard when you know a lot. It's hard when you know what they are going through. It's hard even when you know what is right, because the problem: how are you going to tell them, arises. It's hard when you want to say something but you can't because you're not in the right situation to speak; you can't speak your opinion.

If you choose to speak, best if God will come out of your mouth; best if you let the Holy Spirit take over the mouth; best if Jesus will be heard to you.

Do not complicate yourself. The enemy knows the bible more than you know the facts in it. The enemy might use it to deceive you. Always ask the Holy Spirit to guide you. Always ask the Father to protect you. Always ask Jesus: O Lord, what will you do if you are in my position.

Look at Him ,Only and Alone.

It's that someone's consolation when he/she shines because of Christ. It is the prize of following Him. It necessarily mean that you should follow what that person really do, because if that is so, what's the essence of asking ourselves: What would Jesus do if He's in my situation.

If you choose someone to follow, BEST to choose Him. He is the perfect model, and even when we say He is Perfect, He still humbled Himself. He proved to us that even as a human, we can still overcome what the world throws at us when we just abide to the Father.

“But why do you judge your brother? Or why do you show contempt for your brother? For we shall all stand before the judgment seat of Christ … So then each of us shall give account of himself to God. Therefore let us not judge one another anymore, but rather resolve this, not to put a stumbling block or a cause to fall in our brother’s way.” Romans 14:10-13

"Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up." Galatians 6:9

Let us not stumble! God wants us to look the big picture, not what is in our hands, not what we only see, not what we only feel. He wants us to stand up when we tripped on the ground. He wants us to help each other and not fight with each other. He called us brothers and sisters, so isn't it enough to treat everyone just like He did?

Eeeeeet! Let's stop it. God is not happy with what is happening now.

We can't expect God to comfort us in times like this because this is something we need to work out. WE NEED TO GLORIFY GOD and not ourselves. WE NEED NOT TO PLEASE OURSELVES. STOP THE SELFISHNESS.

This too shall pass.

With His Bare Hands

Watching this video made me in awe. I was leaning closer in the monitor and said "Wow. That was pretty fast." Then while watching it closely, I noticed something: See the calloused hands he got? It startled me a bit then my spirit started to ask, "God, are your hands that calloused too? Just like that man, as he made His masterpiece, did Your hands suffer too?"

God is sovereign. The video shows and explains, how God could make things in a second, in a snap of a finger, happen. Before the artist painted those works, I believe he'd seen it somewhere or it would be like out of his wide imagination. Now, let us see how God made everything.

He is the beginning, as well as the end. He doesn't have counselors to talk to, advisers or teachers to tell Him what is the best. Yet look at how He created the Earth, the Universe. I wonder how beautiful the Earth long before Adam and Eve existed. I am a Nature-lover, and rather than appreciating every person I see by their looks, I'd rather fix my eyes to those creations that's pleasing to me, that captures the me inside. But unlike me, God cherished the most His Human creation. No question we have His greatest favor among everything.

God's a genius! I mean, who would've think to create something that must have a connection? Example: He didn't just created the Sun to make the Universe light up, He made the Sun purposely to heat up the Earth because He's got wonderful creations placed there. He has the greatest originality. No one could use His imagination or mind without what He sees, He hears, He feels, He smells, He taste. No one could ever do something irreplaceable just like Him.

Those calloused hands, I only saw them once in God. So I guess He was enjoying how He created everything. Haha. Do you know where did I see it?

It was when Jesus was going to be crucified. :]

Those calloused hands, I love. It made me worth it to face the Father and be with Him forever. Thank you Jesus! ♥