Oh c'mon~

All my fears went away. It was as if, those deceptions proved themselves a lie.

I've been into lots of frustrations before following what He really wanted. Because of rebellion, continuous disobedience, I hardly distinguished His will with mine; so everything along the road, ready on flight, were all held back. I became self-conscious leaving myself with criticisms and made my sight become dysfunctional.

Everyone seems to be against me.

Everything doesn't flow the way I wanted it to be.

I was in a total loss.

I don't know where's the escape. 

I don't know where to run to. 

I don't know but I'm imprisoned,

To somewhere I know I don't belong.

But God didn't left me struggling alone.

I was untouchable.

I was depicted with lots of colors;

I wasn't only black or white.

Yet He prepared me without hesitation.

I became His hurdle but He continued anyway.

I questioned. 

I didn't understood. 

I didn't want it. 

I was pressured.

But He called me to trust, that was the time I jumped without looking the past.

Trying Him won't work if there's holding back,

So I went on today, letting go what I think is still not okay;

He insists anyway to leave it all in His care as if I did nothing in the first place.

Whatever I come up to decide

He is there to back up.

There's nothing to worry

Specially if that BIGGIE is your ally.

I obeyed Him before I knew it.

See how amazing He and I fit?

He's more than a Mafia Boss

More than the prince or anyone would sought.

He is the King The Almighty

Whom I want to render with a song to sing.

But I'll keep silent the next time I worship Him,

for I am nothing, I have nothing, and all I have is Him.

Life is unfair.

But You and I can declare.

He left us with the Spirit,

With Jesus' footsteps, 

we can definitely make it.