day four

thank you Lord
i slept a good sleep
and woke up early
beautiful morning

the pain
the question
is still there
i want to run away
but i have to continue
i have to move forward
i have to choose

"The same thing 
that built you 
is the same thing 
that kills you"

but i am healing
the pain
the questions
are all in the past
now i'm laying
it down at Your feet
i don't have much
to offer, God
but this heart
rebellious
unfaithful
weak
fully Yours
i'm coming home

forgive me
for letting myself
get involved
again
for breaking
my soul
torn apart
it really kills inside
but i thank you still
because

My redeemer lives