day three

thank you, Jesus
for reminding me
that anything rush
anything not in You
will only rob 
the joy of today

last night, 
though everything
seemed perfect
i was broke
behind perfect
weather
constellations
moon
bonfire
i felt i didn't belong
i shouldn't be there
it should happen

i wanted to get angry
but i couldn't
i just cried and wants still
but a hush in the kept me
"i think God wants me happy" 

there are certain
things now that
i am discovering
truth, freedom, trust
it's not easy,
but it's very risky
i was scared
but i had too

Jesus, once again
i'm afraid
i want it right
questions
doubts
fears
are present
but with you
i know I'm safe

thank you Jesus
i will and would
want to be with you
thank you for
the renewed
passion
compassion
for the calling
you have for me

this season
i will conquer in victory
i will sing in Hallelujah
i will walk in joy
i will live in the fullness
of your love
i will abide
i will rest
i will remain
i will remember

thank you, Jesus