it's amazing how every burden was left before i'm home

fear
pain
disappointment
they are
still
creeping in

i don't know
how to face her
i don't know
his words
anymore

and
for the sake
of a 
healthy 2020
my calling
my purpose
my soul
i have 
to
get back
to zero

high hopes
that
what's 
meant to be
will
be

so cheers
to higher
trust andf faith
i surrender
yield
obedience
His will be done