"I will quiet you by My love."

Breakaway

I'll spread my wings, 

and I'll learn how to fly

Though it's not easy 

to tell you goodbye

I gotta take a risk, 

take a chance, 

make a change

And breakaway

Letting go means having no room for any reason to be angry at God.

Let it slip away from my hands, Lord.

You know you're willing to let go if you're willing to accept the fact that something will be broken.

Just always remember that there is beauty in brokenness.

Even if I want. Even if I can. I will not.

I want you to know that it's not easy. 
But you're worth it.
Not for my sake; I can handle myself.
You deserve the best, Knight.

Witch

Kapag mahal mo, bibitawan mo. Bibigay mo kay Lord yan.

Thought experiment?

You said there's something
You see in the soul
That seems magical
It attracts you to come close

And you dove in the risk
I wonder if I was worth it
A risk you took as an experiment
The risk you took advantage

You're the smart kind'a of a jerk
But too selfish to celebrate
A fool to love himself
You never really cared

How well were those words
Constructed to sound like birds
The world revolved in music
Or so I think

But recently you were consuming
Ignoring the fact you will fall
I took the between to be cool
Believed boundary's still my tool

So I decided to make it right
Afraid of my resolve to fight
It begun with frienship
All hopes it's worth keeping

To protect you means
To protect me
I stepped out from
Where we're in

I'm sorry if I have to do it
I'm sorry if I have to let go
I'm sorry if I won't believe
I'm sorry if I have to choose this

You might be cool about it
But I'm not
You might be cool about it
But I hope you're not

I want you to know
That you are amazing
You are a genuine talent
A brilliant reflection of Him

And now
Everything is said and done
The decision is handed down
May you enjoy the crown

I'm broken to tell goodbye
You don't care, You won't protect
So I'll be the one to take steps aback
This is fine, I will be fine

I hate goodbyes
But I also hate what you do
I hate goodbyes
But I think this is the best for you

PS. You made yourself your paradox to me.

"If you're going to discover the life God created you to live, you have to learn to say no to all other options. And the tough choices aren't between good and evil, but between all the equally good options out there that are simply not the right paths for you. You have to allow even the beautiful dreams to die when they are not supposed to be yours. To make even one dream come to a reality, many other dreams have to be sacrificed on the altar of your imagination. I love the insight that the word 'decide' is Latin for "to cut." Every one of us is a surgeon. We live lives cutting away every potential future we reject and giving life to the one we choose. Every choice required us to sacrifice one or more possibilities for the life we have chosen." - E. McManus on Wide Awake

You know why what we think doesn't come into reality?

I realized it just sometime now while having the dishes. Funny how I am thinking about it right? Well I can't just get over with my devotion this morning. It's found in the last verse of Galatians 3.

So yeah. Have you ever experience of daydreaming of something to become reality? Or fun imagining exciting things because of the drive that you have racing through your veins? And to find out that you have just miss it big time! Like after sometime, you told yourself, "This/That ain't gonna happen anymore" because something about reality ticks off that dream of yours. Then it slips down and viola! Vanishes in thin air.

Hahaha. I know how you feel. I've been there for quite a times and I was really wondering why it keeps on happening. I imagine great things like you guys, I can't just settle for less... I really feel you. Haha. But you know what these experience taught me? It made me realize that God really has great things stored for me, for you. It may not be in the spot where adrenalin comes gushing out of us, but when everything is prepared for us.

You see, I have this dream to. Day by day, I always have a thought about it. And sometimes, I just get excited and forget all the rest! But what's really great about this is that, it doesn't fade away. I kept it dear in my heart yet my hands were open to let God have it. I can stress it out if I want to but the point is you know the future isn't something you can predict specially if you want it good, better best.

So yes, it was hard to let go. But I chose to let it go; if it's for me, then it will be - that is how dreams work in my life. Of course, given there is the effort that you put, the passion and heart, and the opportunities that you allow. So say, what's better: Facing today with the dreams in your heart or Working off your ass 'til you meet it - who knows what the future brings? Effortless or Effort-much?

So yeah. I did a story telling there. But what I am pointing out here is that, DREAM and offer it to God. Because when He becomes the center of it all, it just falls into place. He wants us ready. No one wants to be plunge in the water without prior notice! Haha. Anyways, God is faithful. We are HEIRS OF PROMISES. He who said it is faithful. No doesn't necessarily have to be NOT FOR YOU, rather BETTER THINGS (compared to that) suit you.