Day Two

 Father,

Thank you for today. 

Thank you for waking and rising me up.

Thank you for this fortress, I call home. 

Thank you because you gave me a place I could hide,

a shelter where I can just go for solitude. 

Lately, I have been very unstable emotionally. 

A little while I go happy, then I get sad.

A get excited, then disappointed, then angry, 

then guilty, then sorry, then I wonder what still matters. 

Time and time and again, I wonder if I'm progressing

or I'm just stuck in a cycle thinking I'm wise, but a fool.

Lord, again, I'm an insecure brat, wanting things my way. 

But I know I can't turn back time and fix what seemed wrong,

because I know in Your Sovereign, nothing is out of control, 

nothing isan accident, nothing surpises nor disappoints You. 

Lord, I feel like my heart is bruised from my own doing. 

Lord, keep my from myself, save me from my self. 

I know You alone can save me.

I know You alone can satisfy me. 

I know You alone can heal me.

I know You alone can secure me. 

With Your love and Your love alone.

God, I pray that You continually protect our families from the harm

brought by covid19. I pray that you strengthen the health of every

household so that they can continually do Your will. All the more, 

may we see all Your works specially in this season - Your grace, 

Your mercy, Your providence. May we see You in the eye of every

person that we encounter, and that You fill every circumstamces.

Thank you God because You remain in the throne. 

Forever reign in the throne of our hearts, Lord. 

All this I pray, In Jesus' name.

Amen and Amen.

Oh God please make my mind clear. Please make it clean... Please help me get down under things amd find where You are.

Day One

Father,

This is my first day as someone na 28 years old na! Young adult na po talaga. Lord, thank you sa lahat ng pasensha and grace mo sa life ko. Thank you sa protection sa akin. Thank you sa protection sa mga loved ones ko. Thank you for protecting them from all harms and dangers, from thr schemes of the enemy to kill, steal and destroy Your good plan and futur for them, and even to me when I become a unhealthy and toxic. Lord, thank you for providing for all of our needs, specially in this pandemic. Indeed, to be in the center of Your will is the safest place on Earth.

Lord, for the next days of my year, I pray that You will satisfy my longign soul. My waiting lately has caused me to lose sight of patience, of You. God, I pray that you help me order the loves in me. Help me God to never lose what really matters for you. Keep me humble and affirmed with You, and You alone. Nothing else, Father.

Lord, may Your will be done in my life. May I live a life of praise and worship; a child in awe of Your wonder. May Your Spirit continually bring me deeper into Your delight. Teach me to pray. Open my eyes and heart to Yours. Lord, my life, I live for You. Lead me. Guide me. I am Yours.

Thank you, Jesus, for the gift of life. For family, friends, opportunities to grow in You, the highs and lows, the solemn sunrises, and beautiful sunsets. Lord, may You fill me, my world, with all tha You are. May Your fingerprints be renowned in all of Your creation. I praise You, God. You are Sovereign. You are good, faithful to the every end. 

xxviii

Mahal, you're God's promised future.