Monday, February 27, 2012

That wasn't good. I forced myself to get angry. You got it right, there's the word forced. What she did was really stupid and that I didn't like. I told her to transfer the photos in the computer files that she may use the camera memory as possible as she can. And as i asked for the photos, she just told me, "you didn't tell me to transfer it." And I was like, "ok, so what's up with that?" I tried to nag at her until i realized I wasn't getting angry, then I tried to look for it. I wanted to express myself. I know, I too was stupid there. I wasn't being an example again right? But that was just really stupid. Yeah, both of us were stupid. Sigh. I ended up with a loud voice that obviously wants to cry because of that stupid reason.

akhgashdgakshdgasdygiaugiasdakjdhashg.

so annoying. sigh. i know its no good that i be looking for those photos again, i should've know. eeeeeeeeeeeeet. i'm irritated how she do things. as she grows older, she becomes somewhat immature. the more the person thinks she is independent and mature, the more she would be likely the opposite.

funny how i asked myself, "where's the anger?" back then, I was wondering what happened to me. that's how He works, don't you think? It's always a matter of choice. and as for me, there was a chance to not let get anger get in the way, yet i made a choice. anyways, that is a significant thing to me right now. the extraordinary that becomes an ordinary thing to do.

sigh. im getting tired of all the things around me. im getting tired with those people around me. i just want to be alone. i just want to be in harmony, at peace. i don't know. stupid. that was just so stupid.

By the time, the clock strikes at 12, I'll be leaving it behind. I will make it pass. That's just fine. Take a deep breath and exhale the burden.

GOD LOVES RAU ♥

Sunday, February 26, 2012

We don't seem to notice it, but what we sometimes hate make us act it.

That's why, we should be careful. We should take heed of ourselves whether we are starting to hate something or someone because of what has happened, because in the end, we might be the one ending bitter, we'll become the one acting the same thing we hated from them.

So in order to avoid it, let's love and not hate. Hard isn't it? Because that's what love is, conquering every side of the world. :]
Today, i was wondering if i could relate my past relationship with Katy Perry's song: The one that I got away. ;)

I was just wondering.

Just wondering.

Haha.

It's nice to have experiences to laugh on. Hihi.

Friday, February 17, 2012

Do not be an answer to someone's problem

"Do not be self-righteous"
"See Me in that person"
"Do not grow tired from it"
"Love the person"
"Do not let emotions carry you"
"Do not be an answer nor make your self the answer"
"God loves you, me"
"It's going to be fine"
"You need to be courageous"

Wednesday, February 8, 2012




I'm in the house, house~

We are the Children of God!

Christians are not boring as others think ♥