That was painful. But true. So thank you. I know it was hard for you to be honest about your issue with me, so I appreciate the effort and all the more the intention. I felt your love and God's love as you have addressed the matter. It also reminded me of my worth. Thank you. Thank you.

Sad. Mali nalang permi. Hahaha.

Heavy March

I'm sad and disappointed.

How could people be like that?

Worse, your family.

I wanna get angry.

Lord, it's so unfair.

I know this is not your punishment to me, because You love me.

I know You love me and you don't hope me to be bitter about the situation.

Lord, you know how it hurts so much now.

Why can't it be easy?

I know these are just one of these days, of that season, before breakthrough.

Lord, I forgive them.

They don't know what they are saying.

I pray that You will overflow You love in their lives.

I pray that You overtake them with Your goodness.

I pray that they will see Your faithfulness in their lives.

I pray that You protect their families and their health.

I pray that You send Your angels to fight for them.

I pray that You bless them and their decisions.

I pray that one day, they will encounter Your salvation.

I pray for faith to arise in my heart.

I pray for courage to arise from my faith.

I pray for protection in my heart and mind.

I pray that I will continue to choose to honor and glorify You, Lord, no matter the circumstances and whoever may be involved.

Lord, I pray for Earl.

Thank you for His life.

Thank you for healing and restoring him in Your loving kindness.

Thank you for guiding and providing for Him.

Thank you for opening his heart in Your Fathering.

Lord, I pray that you continually pursue Him.

Satisfy and saturate His being until You alone is enough - mightily enough.

I pray that you bless Him in every desire in His heart.

Give him favor, O Lord, for Your are merciful and gracious.

You know all that he is, I pray that You fill Him with Your knowledge and power.

I pray that you comfort Him on nights that He can't sleep worrying about the future.

Remind him of Your goodness, faithfulness and loving kindness in his life.

I pray that you keep him holy.

I pray that you help us keep this relationship holy, only for you.

Give him Your stature, Father.

Hold his hand always, because I can't right now.

Embrace him always so that he will always find safety, refuge and refreshment in Your presence.

Fight for him, lift him up, as life will sometimes try to pick on him.

But I know he is strong in You. Full of wisdom and charged by Your Spirit.

Lord, lead him by Your Word.

Lead him by Your ways.

Lead him in Your infinite wisdom.

Make him rest in Your Presence, Lord.

Let his seeking find Your rhythm of love and grace.

Protect his head and mind

May his leadership bless all the people around him.

May his life be an inspiration in all season.

I know Earl is, because I see You.

He is not like Abraham, David, Daniel, Peter or Paul.

He is the Earl whom You have made for Yourself.

The Earl that you love, you have chosen, and you cherish.

He is the one You have graced to remind me of Your love for me. 

May we praise and worship you in spirit and truth, for all season.

Kakapoy maging Marthaaa 😭😭😭