2019: A theme of tears

Through tears and joy
All for Your glory

Eyes fixed on Jesus.

Every day it gets harder. 
Every day I die to myself. 
Every day I always think, 
Is this how it should be?

Every day I get to see
How foolish and selfish
I could be; hopeless, 
I am beyond redemption

But You called me out
Restored my beauty
Restored my worth
Pursued me relentlessly 

Then You are the only one
I found to stay
And Your Word so true
I found to remain

Though breaking
Though refined
Though disciplined
May my devotion kept full

Eyes ever be fixed on You

Heart ever be well rested

Hands ever be surrendered

Knees ever worshiping You

My Lord, My Lord
Give me grace to persevere
Grant me mercy to endure
To honor You forever

To honor You forever

Self-control.

I wish I didn't realize it.
So iwas iwas muna ako. 
I've already surrendered that part kay God.
So whether He gives it or not, 
He remains to be my Greatest Friend
Good Father, the One Pursuer I know 
who knows me well yet still loves me deeply

#focusundividedandundistracted
#forthehonoroftheKing

Glory. Honor. Praise. Worship. Holy. Worthy.

Never not love you.

it's hard to receive love when you yourself don't believe you deserve it

This test of security
this truth discipline
that even if things 
doesn't go your way
because it is His way
you will believe
you will still be in faith
that you are loved
Greatly loved by the King
Because He said so
and that's all that matters

Alam mo yung feeling na, narealize mo ikaw talaga yung may problema kaya ikaw yung kailangan lumayo.

Pero iba si Lord...

Kilalang kilala ka nya. Alam nyang gagawin mo yan. At alam mo ba? Kahit pa di mo maramdaman, mahal na mahal na mahal ka Nya. Di Sha lalayo dahil sa nakaraan mo. Di Sha bibitiw kahit ganyan ka ngayon. At lalong lalo na, hindi Sha natatakot sa magiging bukas mo. Kahit pa ayaw mo sa sarili mo, galit ka sa sarili mo... Di Sha nagkamali sa pagpili sayo.

Hawak Nya ang mundo, kontrolado Nya ang lahat. Lagi Shang mag-aantay sa pagbabalik mo. At muli't muling Nyang asambitin ang mga katagang: Mahal Kita. Kahit ano pangsabihin ng mundo sayo, kahit ano pang sabihin mo sa sarili mo, at kahit lumayo ka...

MAHAL KITA.

Tiwala. Laban. Kaya.