"Love thrives in soil of maturity and commitment," (Boiling Waters)

Unless Jesus is enough, nothing and no else will satisfy. 

Do not look for love
It will come
Do not force
For we can only give what we have
 
We cannot put our place to God's
So don't manipulate
Don't complete yourself with others
So, darling, let go

Don't be distracted
Don't turn away
Remember that He is good
Remember that He is forever good

And if it happens
that you forget
and search for love
in so many ways

Go back to the only way
Go back to the only truth
Go back to the only life
Go back to Jesus

No matter how impossible it seems
No matter how hard it is
No matter how broken you are
No matter how you're brought far

Love has always been there
Love came and reached out
Love opened the heavens
Love kissed the sea open

He is for you
He is not against you
He is holding you
He will never let you go 

Let Him delight in you
Let Him rejoice over you with loud singing
Let Him silence you with His love
Let Him keep you in His wings

Remember
Do not forget
Know
And keep it

He believes in you
He loved you first
He forgave you
He wants you back


Just come back.

Thought experiment?

You said there's something
You see in the soul
That seems magical
It attracts you to come close

And you dove in the risk
I wonder if I was worth it
A risk you took as an experiment
The risk you took advantage

You're the smart kind'a of a jerk
But too selfish to celebrate
A fool to love himself
You never really cared

How well were those words
Constructed to sound like birds
The world revolved in music
Or so I think

But recently you were consuming
Ignoring the fact you will fall
I took the between to be cool
Believed boundary's still my tool

So I decided to make it right
Afraid of my resolve to fight
It begun with frienship
All hopes it's worth keeping

To protect you means
To protect me
I stepped out from
Where we're in

I'm sorry if I have to do it
I'm sorry if I have to let go
I'm sorry if I won't believe
I'm sorry if I have to choose this

You might be cool about it
But I'm not
You might be cool about it
But I hope you're not

I want you to know
That you are amazing
You are a genuine talent
A brilliant reflection of Him

And now
Everything is said and done
The decision is handed down
May you enjoy the crown

I'm broken to tell goodbye
You don't care, You won't protect
So I'll be the one to take steps aback
This is fine, I will be fine

I hate goodbyes
But I also hate what you do
I hate goodbyes
But I think this is the best for you

PS. You made yourself your paradox to me.

If everything is taken away, will you still be thankful? If everything is taken away, will you think God is still good to you? If everything is taken away, what shall be your portion? If everything is taken away, will you still walk to where He's leading you?