I am not shaken, I am not moved

I wonder what will happen if all the leaders in the church are all so drowned with their emotions. Sigh. Acting the same at the same time - myyyyy! It's a tough time; MOMENT!

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God." Philippians 4:6

It's hard when you know a lot. It's hard when you know what they are going through. It's hard even when you know what is right, because the problem: how are you going to tell them, arises. It's hard when you want to say something but you can't because you're not in the right situation to speak; you can't speak your opinion.

If you choose to speak, best if God will come out of your mouth; best if you let the Holy Spirit take over the mouth; best if Jesus will be heard to you.

Do not complicate yourself. The enemy knows the bible more than you know the facts in it. The enemy might use it to deceive you. Always ask the Holy Spirit to guide you. Always ask the Father to protect you. Always ask Jesus: O Lord, what will you do if you are in my position.

Look at Him ,Only and Alone.

It's that someone's consolation when he/she shines because of Christ. It is the prize of following Him. It necessarily mean that you should follow what that person really do, because if that is so, what's the essence of asking ourselves: What would Jesus do if He's in my situation.

If you choose someone to follow, BEST to choose Him. He is the perfect model, and even when we say He is Perfect, He still humbled Himself. He proved to us that even as a human, we can still overcome what the world throws at us when we just abide to the Father.

“But why do you judge your brother? Or why do you show contempt for your brother? For we shall all stand before the judgment seat of Christ … So then each of us shall give account of himself to God. Therefore let us not judge one another anymore, but rather resolve this, not to put a stumbling block or a cause to fall in our brother’s way.” Romans 14:10-13

"Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up." Galatians 6:9

Let us not stumble! God wants us to look the big picture, not what is in our hands, not what we only see, not what we only feel. He wants us to stand up when we tripped on the ground. He wants us to help each other and not fight with each other. He called us brothers and sisters, so isn't it enough to treat everyone just like He did?

Eeeeeet! Let's stop it. God is not happy with what is happening now.

We can't expect God to comfort us in times like this because this is something we need to work out. WE NEED TO GLORIFY GOD and not ourselves. WE NEED NOT TO PLEASE OURSELVES. STOP THE SELFISHNESS.

This too shall pass.

With His Bare Hands

Watching this video made me in awe. I was leaning closer in the monitor and said "Wow. That was pretty fast." Then while watching it closely, I noticed something: See the calloused hands he got? It startled me a bit then my spirit started to ask, "God, are your hands that calloused too? Just like that man, as he made His masterpiece, did Your hands suffer too?"

God is sovereign. The video shows and explains, how God could make things in a second, in a snap of a finger, happen. Before the artist painted those works, I believe he'd seen it somewhere or it would be like out of his wide imagination. Now, let us see how God made everything.

He is the beginning, as well as the end. He doesn't have counselors to talk to, advisers or teachers to tell Him what is the best. Yet look at how He created the Earth, the Universe. I wonder how beautiful the Earth long before Adam and Eve existed. I am a Nature-lover, and rather than appreciating every person I see by their looks, I'd rather fix my eyes to those creations that's pleasing to me, that captures the me inside. But unlike me, God cherished the most His Human creation. No question we have His greatest favor among everything.

God's a genius! I mean, who would've think to create something that must have a connection? Example: He didn't just created the Sun to make the Universe light up, He made the Sun purposely to heat up the Earth because He's got wonderful creations placed there. He has the greatest originality. No one could use His imagination or mind without what He sees, He hears, He feels, He smells, He taste. No one could ever do something irreplaceable just like Him.

Those calloused hands, I only saw them once in God. So I guess He was enjoying how He created everything. Haha. Do you know where did I see it?

It was when Jesus was going to be crucified. :]

Those calloused hands, I love. It made me worth it to face the Father and be with Him forever. Thank you Jesus! ♥

Be Dependent

A friend shared to me how she handles life with God's leading. These are simple yet great points:

>Be Dependent to God.
>Life is Simple, Do not Complicate it.
>It is done.
>Ask and You shall receive.
>Thanksgiving and Faith.
>Enjoy life.
>Be excited in everything.
>You know Nothing, but God knows Everything.
>Everything (Anything) that you Love, surrender it to God.
>Place every dream, hope, desire into God's hands, entrust it to Him.
>Do not be afraid to make Promises with and to Him.
>He makes everything complete - He is the missing piece.
>Remember that your Mouth speaks His blessings, not your curses.
>No Fear. Stand your Faith. Learn to Speak. Do not Ignore.
>You are God's child. Whatever He has, You have.
>There is nothing He can't do that You can't do.
>Learn to ask even in small things.
>Look unto God as Your Ultimate Leader - a someone to look up to.
>Do not cling on the past.
>Let God involve you in His plans.
>"This too shall pass."
>Listen to God's voice, not yours.
>God will take good care of me.
>God is working on me.
>Come to Him, go back to how you used to be a Child of Him.
>Be Child-like, not childish.
>He conquered the world.


This year, these shall be my Principles. My stand in Life. This Year, it's going to be His year. It's going to be His glory that will shine beyond everything.

Learning how to speak Japanese through online tutorial. It may suck because the eyes hurt but it's one of a kind! Haha. This is something unique that I'd be doing for this year. It's my first time to learn specially its an online studying. Wee. Looking forward to speak Japanese simple sentences. :)

Do things not in vain.

2012 foreword

It's times like this when I feel like dying. :]

Before the first day of the year 2012 ended, I was scolded by my mom. And it was times like those I wish I die. I do not know, I do not understand. It's always been like that. All I know when the scolding is happening, it's always my fault because it's always been for my welfare. Sigh. Still I do not understand.

I lied. I was dead. I didn't want any compromises. I wanted to say I'm sorry but everything was misunderstood. No trust. No soft voice. I'm wrong. I know, I'm stupid. I, myself don't understand why I keep on doing such things. It's me, it's always been me. It hurts me most when they say "is that what your church is teaching you?" Sigh. If they only know, if you only knew.

I'm confused. I don't know what to do. Am I in a wrong place? Can't I really have emotional attachments to those I wanted to spend my time? They're right, I've got no offense against them. They're right, always right, for my sake, I'm wrong, always at wrong.

Why did I ever thought about they'd understand me? As for in the first place, they never understood nor I can talk about the things I learned in church. I cana't blame them because I were in their place. I don't know. I don't want to speak. I don't want to know. All I wanted to do is go to the Father. I don't want to be scolded, I DON'T WANT TO.

I love them. Yes, I love them and I'm still working to myself. I hope they'd see that. Every word from them I take care because I treasure them. I guess it doesn't show. Ugh. It's my fault. I didn't ask for permission. Did I go with the wrong persons again? Just like I did 4 or 5 years ago?

It's my fault. And times like these makes me wanna disappear in there lives. Will I really enjoy life? God's blessings?

O Lord, thank you for Your Word. Thank you for the healing. Thank you for the promises.

Everything will be fine.

Gonna read His special message. :">