Love High

oh why can't i get over with this song. suzy's voice just suits the song. the way she sang it melts my heart :"> it was the scene when she sang it sincerely for teacyoon that makes me feel aaaw <3


this is from the korean series Dream High. i love their ost; lots of their songs really makes my heart skip a beat. the story was nice though it ended not that fine, well that's for my opinion.

the characters were good. they were all good singers, dancers and actors! i like how the story twisted and how it revolves with friendship.

this film undeniably shows how youth today can be so talented and tough for life; how youth nowadays unite despite their differences and be of gentleness for each other.

So, for all the youths out there, this speaks for you to

DREAM HIGH.

Dreams

it's not like I've been dreaming these past few days but it makes me quite of wonder what's really up with dreaming. it's not also like i'm looking for any attention here because of this topic. it's really just that I've come with all these senses looking in the spiritual realm for dreams.
so what did i found out?
God has chosen to communicate with mankind through dreams. He guides and counsels us through our dreams. He establishes covenants with us through our dreams. He grants us gifts in our dreams. He utilized dreams from Genesis to Revelation, and declared that He would continue to use them in the last days. When you total up all dreams and visions in the Bible, and all the stories and actions which come out of these dreams and visions, you have about one-third of the Bible, which is equal to the size of the New Testament! Dreams are a central way God has chosen to communicate with us, and thus they must be given great weight! (from: )
Sometimes what we dream literally happens. This type of dream is a vision or a prophetic type dream. For example you dream of a tornado hitting a certain place, then it happens. That type of dream is given for you to pray and intercede, sometimes just for your awareness and preparation. Other than a vision or prophetic dream, your dreams are going to be symbolic or metaphoric. A tornado dream may be symbolic of an approaching stormy or difficult time in your life or other various areas of life, business, economical, etc. God may be allowing you to see the plan of the enemy (who comes to kill, steal and destroy.) Visions are literal events that will happen (see below for the difference). Dreams are usually symbolic. As you see the difference you'll be able to recognize when your having a symbolic dream or a vision within a dream.
A vision is usually while someone is awake, but can happen in a dream. Visions are seeing images on the screen of your mind. They are usually literal and to come to pass. (The vision definition does not include what we think of as imagination.) A vision may be given for you to pray for God's mercy, justice, wisdom, understanding, comfort, etc. It can be given simply to be more aware of what God is doing. "I the LORD will make myself known unto him in a vision, and will speak unto him in a dream" (Num. 12:6).
Dreams are symbolic beginning with what the bible says about a certain word or situation. Remember all those parables? Dreams can be a foreshadowing or a warnings of something that is occurring or can occur. Dreams from the enemy can be deceptive and mixed with truth - which are given to mislead, confuse, and give doubt. "I will bless the Lord who has counseled me; Indeed, my mind (inner man) instructs me in the night" (Ps. 16:7 NASB).
The more awake you become, the more your dreams fade away. They don't always make sense, God just wants to know "What did you see?" and when your faithful to that, he'll give you more.
Some of your shortest and most bizarre dreams can turn out to be the greatest revelations! Many times your dream fills a whole page. Some say that many of the details of a long dream may not be necessary for an interpretation, but write it down, then you can rewrite it with less detail. As you do the Holy Spirit may highlight some key elements to discern. He will quicken you, or as you review it some words seem to have weight. That could be the Holy Spirit guiding you, always be in prayer throughout interpretation. Sometimes its good to have a knowledgeable christian interpreter to help and to compare what you came up with. Some dreams actually take years to understand, some a few hours. Spend time with the Lord, that's really what He wants because He loves you so much. (from: )
Honestly speaking, right now, just right now, after reading the messages i got from a research, a question keeps on prompting my mind:
WHY DID YOU WANT IT? WHO ASKED FOR IT? WHEN DID YOU ASK FOR IT? YOU KNOW WHY IT ALL HAPPENED RIGHT?
My soul cries for joy, my chest hurts. My eyes wanted to burst in tears as I received His very message, the very message. At some point of my life now, I might be silent but deep inside me there are really great convictions from Him. I do not understand, I felt like I was only talking to myself until it came to pass. I knew that it was Him who was speaking to me but I was neglecting, pretending not to notice, still in silence.
"I wanted to have a close relationship with Him, I wanted Him to talk to me. I asked for it. I asked for it the time I heard dreams could be one way of Him talking to us. It all happened because I asked to, it all happened because He wanted to tell something, it all happened because He too gives an affirmation that He wants to be closer with me."
For sometime, I tried to be this lazy. Getting away from Him yet all this time, I've got answered prayers. Isn't that great? My chest still hurts with the fact: HE wants me close to Him.
O Jesus, no words can express how much I thank You. You made everything possible that every prayer, everything I prayed to the Father is assuredly heard. Your Holy Spirit that is within me, that is within every child of Yours, makes our dark path filled with light.
All the Glory and Praises to You, O Jesus. Thank You Father God. Thank You Holy Spirit. :">

crossover

this layout i made was for the church's multiply site. still, i'm waiting for the confirmation of my leader for this layout to be used. ^^

Praise God for the ideaaaa ♥

Ideas

waaaaaaaaai. getting all worked up for ideaaas.

beeeeeeeep. ideas. i need it for layouts.

well it's been a while since i'm using the right side of my brain.

Lord, this is for you. I want it to be as good as I could.

still searching what do i really like to do; that particular something that i could tell to myself and to others: this is my field.

haha. slowly but surely, that would just come.

to those who are reading manga, i recommend you AO HARU RIDE. the story is just so awesome ya know? I get all kilig with the 2 main characters in the story. anyways, there's just a lot there but i tell you, try this for sure! :)) it's still on going so you should have the nerves to have a plenty of patience, okay?

ill post some of my works here after some time. see you then!

Only Love can make a Way.

i wonder whether this generation is this worst.

i feel sad, i feel bad but what's more important here is how are we going to make a change, a difference despite this situation that we see.

i believe God's healing touch can only make it through, prayers will absolutely do. it's not like He's a God and doesn't feel anything, but Jesus used His glory, His majesty to feel us - to feel our pain, to hear our cries, to experience much as we do.

His eyes, His hands, His mind, His ways, His attitude, His approach, His words. the heart of Jesus.

Just as He chose to save us by dying on the cross, Jesus also took the risk to heal us from the pain that He as well feels.

Whenever hard situations happen, Jesus says "Do not be afraid, I am here". He's got a different perspective than we've got. When we started to faint in the way, when we are starting to lose the strength we need, He is there to give us the hope no one can ever assure us as He do.

well, I've still gotta lot of things to do.

Let's Rejoice IN Everything, okay?

Thank You Jesus. <3

Something to believe in.

No news from me these last few days? Yea, trying to avoid anyone to talk to. I don't want to make some dramas, yet i don't wanna stay miserable to.

I just got my grades last Wednesday and it didn't work out well. Honestly, it's quite depressing and sort of KDSGHSKJHGS, ya know.

I don't know yet. Yes, I don't have any plans for myself after these. All I know is that I'm stuck in the situation and I don't know how to get out of it.

And this are just the moments when HE comes over and shows me HIS ways.

I don't know. I do not understand. But there's something in me that I still believes in; that there is still something to believe in - and I know it's HIS PROMISES.

I don't know why I'm still holding on it, I don't know why I am still at it - I don't know, I just can't help it.

Day by day, as I am being reminded of that grade, I imprison myself in a world full of silence and thick wall, barriers. I wanna hear no sounds. I don't wanna see anything. I don't wanna feel. And that's when I see myself having the "PARTY" again.

You know, everyday, despite this battle, HE helps me to keep a walk straight ahead. That even though the storm's getting stronger, I can't seem to measure how hard it blew the things around me.

I started to take this situation in a passive way yet He reminded me to be positive at it. And that's when HE started to establish my path.

I need to face it. I don't need to run. I am a conqueror, HE made me one. A conqueror fights head-on, besides it's already a gained-VICTORY.

The very first step HE wanted me to do is to be positive. He made me realize that when I make myself sad, He becomes sad, the Father becomes sad and that I am quenching and grieving the spirit. Now, He wants me to rejoice into it because greater glory is coming. Yes, you heard it right, rejoice into it. There's that splash of joy in me honestly speaking but because I am holding it back it doesn't show. So now, REJOICE~

The second step that HE wanted me to do was talk this matter over with some friends that I may open myself out. I'm avoiding the topic as much as possible but HE didn't let it happen. Until I decided that I don't wanna torture myself anymore. If HE don't want harm for me then why should I in this self?

And the third is to talk to our Program Head about the situation. Well I don't know why should I do this for in fact I already made a decision. But a blog inspired me how about making a try. Asking wouldn't hurt right?

It's going to be fine. HE'll deliver me from this I know. He's got a purpose.

Hope lights up - Kaching!

I'm still blank but I'm safe. I know I am safe.

I really don't know what lies ahead but one thing's for sure, HIS time is the best and surely THIS TOO SHALL PASS.

Definitely, THIS IS STILL FOR HIM <3


"for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet." Matthew 24:6

time to appreciate

Last night, I admired how Itachi explained himself to his brother Sasuke. Well its not like its something great (what happened) but I really liked the fact that despite what Itachi did, Sasuke indeniably and obviously loves his brother.

‎"The village does have its dark side, and its inconsistencies. But I'm still the Leaf's Itachi Uchiha."

These words of Itachi struck me to stagger ya know. Haha. Those statements can mean a lot in different situations I'm in. Well it's not like it's something that I would be bringing for the rest of my life, rather take it as something that made me open the world of appreciation. Get it? :))

Well honestly speaking, these past few days, I'm in a hard time appreciating things around me. That's why last night I was given a command or let's say, I am under the supervision of How to Appreciate 101.

This session will start tonight, a one on one session with my God~

S-camp 2012!

So I'm back! Back from a 3-day summer camp.

I've got a lot to say to you, yea I've got a lot to saaaay~

Haha. Gimme a break, just this night and I'll share those experiences I had.

Had fun! But most of all, I had a face-off with my Christ Jesus. <3