Yes, just a few more minutes and...
A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!
A new year of journey. A new year of chances. A new year of choices. A new year to grow. And a new year to learn. And right after welcoming 2014, just a few tick tocks reaching a minute, it will become just another day to all of us.
As days continue to reveal what's life, it shows what also it can offer. I've been experiencing anxiety for sometime now due to my continual mistakes, yet this year-end tells me something greater.
SAY GOODBYE TO ANY LIMITATION. IT'S TIME TO MOVE FORWARD. IT'S TIME TO LEAVE THE GLORIOUS PAST BEHIND.
Time continues to run to welcome the brand new year. And it makes my heart quiver in fear. It makes my limbs shake to think all of my responsibilites and those that I want to do. Looking back, I've done nothing significant or great. I have been passive.
2014. It gives me hope that I can change. I may not be able to redeem myself from all of my mistakes, but Jesus, Jesus is my hope and salvation to all of it.
A few more minutes and it's building up - walls, chains, darkness. But as strong as the fireworks sound around, it'll also be the time I'll be freed from all that imprisons me. Through Jesus, the walls, the veil, the chains d, and the darkness shall all be broken.
Nothing can stand against nor stop God's love for me and to you.
Thank You, Lord. I will praise and worship you to all of my days! Praise the Lord!
Tuesday, December 31, 2013
Tuesday, December 10, 2013
It's sad to feel sad.
Really, why do I feel this way? This feeling has been bugging me since yesterday. I can't say if I'm just tired from all of the activities yesterday or I'm just sad from the pressure of the world.
You see, I have this friend who asked me why do I feel so indifferent when it comes to topic about romantic relationships. He speculated that I am still hooked up with my past relationship and that kind'a offended me. I mean, just because I am not entertaining even a drop of romantic relationship in the scene, I am still hooked up with my past relationship? Gimme a break! Can't it be just because I have decided it myself to never do the same mistake all over again - waking up love when it's not yet time? You see, if I must tell you, I have been chasing love back then and because it's not yet ripen when I started to consume it, and it tasted bitter-sweet. I am not bitter nor I am not anymore hooked up with my past. I have just decided myself that there's still things available for me to achieve, to see, to enjoy which I won't be able to when I get tangled already - and of course, that's already a different story. Well what I am saying is that, my priorities are already set. I can't let it distract me when I know it's not yet time. Beside, if it's really time, it can wait - romance under the moonlit can will always come with chances always bigger and brighter. I am not enforcing this principle that I am currently standing nor imposing that this is what's better. I am fully aware that we always have a different calling, different visions, missions and priorities. Thus, this is what I have decided. If it comes to you early, then probably it's your time and not mine. We might not understand each other when it comes to this kind of matter but what's great about it is that, you who have decided to meet destiny makes me aware of the things about it and I who is still waiting will be someone who could be counted to have a role of guarding destiny's intimacy. That's the irony of life. It might be painful, but it's always beautiful in it's own way.
Anyway, God is my portion. He is all that I need. Nothing more, nothing less. There's nothing to prove to the world. God is enough. He's got purpose to each one. And that's greater than we could want to feel.
You see, I have this friend who asked me why do I feel so indifferent when it comes to topic about romantic relationships. He speculated that I am still hooked up with my past relationship and that kind'a offended me. I mean, just because I am not entertaining even a drop of romantic relationship in the scene, I am still hooked up with my past relationship? Gimme a break! Can't it be just because I have decided it myself to never do the same mistake all over again - waking up love when it's not yet time? You see, if I must tell you, I have been chasing love back then and because it's not yet ripen when I started to consume it, and it tasted bitter-sweet. I am not bitter nor I am not anymore hooked up with my past. I have just decided myself that there's still things available for me to achieve, to see, to enjoy which I won't be able to when I get tangled already - and of course, that's already a different story. Well what I am saying is that, my priorities are already set. I can't let it distract me when I know it's not yet time. Beside, if it's really time, it can wait - romance under the moonlit can will always come with chances always bigger and brighter. I am not enforcing this principle that I am currently standing nor imposing that this is what's better. I am fully aware that we always have a different calling, different visions, missions and priorities. Thus, this is what I have decided. If it comes to you early, then probably it's your time and not mine. We might not understand each other when it comes to this kind of matter but what's great about it is that, you who have decided to meet destiny makes me aware of the things about it and I who is still waiting will be someone who could be counted to have a role of guarding destiny's intimacy. That's the irony of life. It might be painful, but it's always beautiful in it's own way.
Anyway, God is my portion. He is all that I need. Nothing more, nothing less. There's nothing to prove to the world. God is enough. He's got purpose to each one. And that's greater than we could want to feel.
December has finally coooome!
I wasn't able to have my first December post last December 1st... *sob sob
I think I was busy that time thinking... Yeah, that habit of thinking... Anyway, December came to me off guard.
Anyways, need to find my wallet. I can't find it. I don't want things in rush now, specially that I've got a ton of assignments to finish and a heap of things to study. Considering I only have 3 subjects left yet why do I seem so busy that I think everything could not fit in my 24 hours? Or am I that sleeping to much? Daydreaming too much?
Or what?
Afk fella. :)
I think I was busy that time thinking... Yeah, that habit of thinking... Anyway, December came to me off guard.
Anyways, need to find my wallet. I can't find it. I don't want things in rush now, specially that I've got a ton of assignments to finish and a heap of things to study. Considering I only have 3 subjects left yet why do I seem so busy that I think everything could not fit in my 24 hours? Or am I that sleeping to much? Daydreaming too much?
Or what?
Afk fella. :)
Sunday, December 1, 2013
Because I'm a Dog...errr... Wolf lover.
Try reading this manga! For all those who loves dogs to be at their side, try reading this cuuute and awesome Jiujiu. Although there were some who said that the ending wasn't just upright, yet still, let's wait until it really gets into our nerves. For, lez just enjoy the moment reading the current scanlations of this manga.
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