That wasn't good. I forced myself to get angry. You got it right, there's the word forced. What she did was really stupid and that I didn't like. I told her to transfer the photos in the computer files that she may use the camera memory as possible as she can. And as i asked for the photos, she just told me, "you didn't tell me to transfer it." And I was like, "ok, so what's up with that?" I tried to nag at her until i realized I wasn't getting angry, then I tried to look for it. I wanted to express myself. I know, I too was stupid there. I wasn't being an example again right? But that was just really stupid. Yeah, both of us were stupid. Sigh. I ended up with a loud voice that obviously wants to cry because of that stupid reason.

akhgashdgakshdgasdygiaugiasdakjdhashg.

so annoying. sigh. i know its no good that i be looking for those photos again, i should've know. eeeeeeeeeeeeet. i'm irritated how she do things. as she grows older, she becomes somewhat immature. the more the person thinks she is independent and mature, the more she would be likely the opposite.

funny how i asked myself, "where's the anger?" back then, I was wondering what happened to me. that's how He works, don't you think? It's always a matter of choice. and as for me, there was a chance to not let get anger get in the way, yet i made a choice. anyways, that is a significant thing to me right now. the extraordinary that becomes an ordinary thing to do.

sigh. im getting tired of all the things around me. im getting tired with those people around me. i just want to be alone. i just want to be in harmony, at peace. i don't know. stupid. that was just so stupid.

By the time, the clock strikes at 12, I'll be leaving it behind. I will make it pass. That's just fine. Take a deep breath and exhale the burden.

GOD LOVES RAU ♥