"Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight," Psalm 51:4

"Sin... is a violation against a personal command... that is if I want to keep the will of my Father for my life"
"... The recognition that the heart needs redemption and forgiveness, that leads to worship."

Lord, grant me the grace to fight. You give power to the weak, and strength to the powerless. For those who trust in You will find new strength - to soar high on wings like eagles, to run and not grow weary, and to walk and not faint. That as You direct my footsteps with Yours, make my heart beat with Yours, keep me steadfast. In my weakness, Your glory appears.

I will always be reminded of that pain. But at the same time, be reminded about the humility that brought me to my knees and pray and plead for life. I will always be reminded of that pain. But at the same time, be reminded how God has held and carried me altogether and all through out. I will always be reminded of that pain. But at the same time, be reminded of the depth of that forgiveness I never imagined I could draw from me. I will always be reminded of that pain. But at the same time, be reminded of how God has loved me, forgave me, and never gave up on me. That day, was my second encounter with Jesus; life changing. That day told me how fragile hearts could be. That day made feel how wretched I am. That day I threw everything who I was because there's nothing left but mess. But that was also the very day, Jesus saved me. Again. Those days, I kept on breaking and running away but He kept pursuing. He kept me, healed and restored me. Again and again. And I realized this love, I hope to be brave it in life. There are days I get so afraid and wish to stop. But His love keeps me still. His love quiets me. Pain is real, but so is He. The shame and guilt are deep, but His love deeper.

everyday I love you

"I am madly inlove with you."

Wa juy lain, Ikaw ra gyud.
Ikaw ray nakahibaw nako
Katong mga adlaw nga
sa hilak nalang gyud 
nako masulti Nimo
Katong mga adlaw nga
kita kaayo nimo akong kasakit
nga bisan ako nawad-an
nagpag-asa sa akong kaugalingon
Katong mga adlaw nga
ginapili nako akong sarili
na murag walay Ikaw

Pero Ikaw 
Wala gyud ka nihawa
Bisan ako nay nagapasakit
sa akong sarili
Bisan gahi kaayo kog uwo
Bisan lain kaykog batasan
Bisan wala tika ginapili
Grabe ra gyud ka Kamaayo sa tanan
Grabe ra kayko Nimo ka palangga

Maong deserve gyud nimo
Tanan akong best
Tanan nagapalipay nako
Tanan ginapalangga nako
Tanan ginapangandoy nako
Tanan ginakasaligan nako
Kay Ikaw ra gyud
Way lain, Ikaw ra

"Do you trust Me?"

My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. (Psalm 73:26)

Breathe. Quiet yourself. Think. Slow down. Smile. Be grateful.