People coming in and out
Vehicles going left and right
Leaves dancing in my sight
Stars start to twinkle at south
Time
Moment
Season
Life
Everyone moves in such restriction
When the sun rises begins time
When it's gone bids a farewell
Darkness stills all in the shadows
Peace
Solitude
Quietness
Silence
Squad getting ready for a surprise
Someone who looks for a job
Them who agrees and refuses
The smell of fries and milk tea
Harmony
Rhythm
Melody
Bass
Slowly, it all gets calm
With a beat, eyes on no one
Steadying the storms
Unfeeling the false pressures
Eyes
Voice
Conversation
Smile
Unfathomable wonders
Discovering treasures
Bursting equations
Gold-dust celebration
Monday, January 23, 2017
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Sunday, January 15, 2017
Monday, January 9, 2017
Wednesday, January 4, 2017
Happy New Yeaaar!
Alam mo yung New Year na New Year, NO agad ang answered prayer mo.
Edi Wow.
Ikaw na Lord.
Hahaha. Gurabi tologooo.
Di ko alam anong mararamdaman ko. Pero seriously, it was a recalling NO until this morning's clear and loud NO.
Wondering what this is about?
...
(after 10 hours)
Sigh.
This is the worse feeling ever.
To be teased to someone you don't know by someone you admire.
Like... can someone shut him uppp? #icri
...
The moment I knew he was coming, I started to doubt whether to come or not. I argued to myself, "Why would I miss this chance because of him? Besides I'm the one who's got an issue with him, so I got to handle this well."
I was kind of ignoring the person the entire ride. I was not interacting well, maybe trying to gain momentum too (since I was not familiar with the driver).
Then it came, that moment. I WANT TO REDEEM MYSELF FROM SUCH DISGRAAACE!
Annoying topics, I can't handle them. It's too much. And I'm sorry I can't be so maldita to intimidate people as I should. It's either I let out a laughter or cry over the matter. I have patience for teasing, BUT HIM TEASING ME TO SOMEONE I EVEN DON'T KNOW AND CARE? Like the heeeeck. Don't you know how everything is hammering inside meee? Can he also get his share for this?
AND YES, HE'S THE NO GOD TOLD ME. And giving me such feels right? Sigh. My fault too. For letting such topics bother me. I should really learn how to choose topics to be affected with.
Now I seriously don't know how to handle situation alike. But everything is civil to us when it comes to ministry. I'd like to know him actually, become really good friends with him because he's amazing. But the more I get closer, the more I hear a voice that asks, "Will you accept him with all these imperfections?"
I don't know.
I mean, stop. No.
I just want to enjoy more joyrides, travels and tambays as much as this season allows. I want these people to understand that I want to be friends with them genuinely without touching that sensitive topic. I want them to respect that so I can move on and get along with them with all sincerity & purity. I want them to be my good brothers I can confide in. I hope to impart to them. I hope to hear wisdom from them. I hope to accomplish great things together with them. I hope to hear their faith. I hope to hear their struggles. I hope to hear their love and hope in Jesus. I hope to enjoy this season with them without anything distracting me. I hope they get to help me with this.
I know they won't be able to read this but my prayer goes for them. That they become great men that respect and protect women in their thoughts, with their speech and actions. That they will become the men Jesus led and taught how to love.
Rooting for my brothers in Christ! :)
Edi Wow.
Ikaw na Lord.
Hahaha. Gurabi tologooo.
Di ko alam anong mararamdaman ko. Pero seriously, it was a recalling NO until this morning's clear and loud NO.
Wondering what this is about?
...
(after 10 hours)
Sigh.
This is the worse feeling ever.
To be teased to someone you don't know by someone you admire.
Like... can someone shut him uppp? #icri
...
The moment I knew he was coming, I started to doubt whether to come or not. I argued to myself, "Why would I miss this chance because of him? Besides I'm the one who's got an issue with him, so I got to handle this well."
I was kind of ignoring the person the entire ride. I was not interacting well, maybe trying to gain momentum too (since I was not familiar with the driver).
Then it came, that moment. I WANT TO REDEEM MYSELF FROM SUCH DISGRAAACE!
Annoying topics, I can't handle them. It's too much. And I'm sorry I can't be so maldita to intimidate people as I should. It's either I let out a laughter or cry over the matter. I have patience for teasing, BUT HIM TEASING ME TO SOMEONE I EVEN DON'T KNOW AND CARE? Like the heeeeck. Don't you know how everything is hammering inside meee? Can he also get his share for this?
AND YES, HE'S THE NO GOD TOLD ME. And giving me such feels right? Sigh. My fault too. For letting such topics bother me. I should really learn how to choose topics to be affected with.
Now I seriously don't know how to handle situation alike. But everything is civil to us when it comes to ministry. I'd like to know him actually, become really good friends with him because he's amazing. But the more I get closer, the more I hear a voice that asks, "Will you accept him with all these imperfections?"
I don't know.
I mean, stop. No.
I just want to enjoy more joyrides, travels and tambays as much as this season allows. I want these people to understand that I want to be friends with them genuinely without touching that sensitive topic. I want them to respect that so I can move on and get along with them with all sincerity & purity. I want them to be my good brothers I can confide in. I hope to impart to them. I hope to hear wisdom from them. I hope to accomplish great things together with them. I hope to hear their faith. I hope to hear their struggles. I hope to hear their love and hope in Jesus. I hope to enjoy this season with them without anything distracting me. I hope they get to help me with this.
I know they won't be able to read this but my prayer goes for them. That they become great men that respect and protect women in their thoughts, with their speech and actions. That they will become the men Jesus led and taught how to love.
Rooting for my brothers in Christ! :)
Thursday, December 22, 2016
Wednesday, December 14, 2016
December rain
As the raindrops sing in the rooftops
My world began to move and travel
Breathing, I looked up the ceiling
Compelled in the heaven's rejoicing
Tell me what do you see
When you send rain on the earth
Tell me what do you see
When your word covers the entirety
Tell me what you think
When the soil takes in the water
Tell me what you think
When this become better
Tell me what you hear
When everything is done
Tell me what you hear
When the heart is warm
For so long everything was kept
When rain came knocking
thoughts shaken, faith building
Voices hush as eyes get open
And the sun rose in the east
even if its time to set in the west
And I was never left hanging
At least I thought I was
The moon appeared
The stars played my eyes
I went out and see the beauty
The rain created at night
Pearls on leaves
Fresh breeze past my face
The starfield sky recites
The innermost of my galaxies
Can you feel that pursuit?
Will you hold that heart?
Are you going to answer,
the beckoning call of art?
The poet resonates his heart
In a song I only see in my heart
How can this be that you alone
Move me with letters on stone
You spoke softly
breaking the strong in me
You took my lies
catching and changing me
And again I look up
The beat is raging
His love relentless
Safe in his embrace
And once again the rain fell
Thoughts rushing, feelings gushing
But never again I lay before the ceiling
For I get to relish the sight & smell of December rain
My world began to move and travel
Breathing, I looked up the ceiling
Compelled in the heaven's rejoicing
Tell me what do you see
When you send rain on the earth
Tell me what do you see
When your word covers the entirety
Tell me what you think
When the soil takes in the water
Tell me what you think
When this become better
Tell me what you hear
When everything is done
Tell me what you hear
When the heart is warm
For so long everything was kept
When rain came knocking
thoughts shaken, faith building
Voices hush as eyes get open
And the sun rose in the east
even if its time to set in the west
And I was never left hanging
At least I thought I was
The moon appeared
The stars played my eyes
I went out and see the beauty
The rain created at night
Pearls on leaves
Fresh breeze past my face
The starfield sky recites
The innermost of my galaxies
Can you feel that pursuit?
Will you hold that heart?
Are you going to answer,
the beckoning call of art?
The poet resonates his heart
In a song I only see in my heart
How can this be that you alone
Move me with letters on stone
You spoke softly
breaking the strong in me
You took my lies
catching and changing me
And again I look up
The beat is raging
His love relentless
Safe in his embrace
And once again the rain fell
Thoughts rushing, feelings gushing
But never again I lay before the ceiling
For I get to relish the sight & smell of December rain
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