Pain is never a stanger to me. It feels like its the only thing I know in my entire life. That's why I learned to, cherish happiness and joy as a choice. I learned to fight for myself, to be dependent on God alone for salvation and satisfaction and that hope for glory is made available for us. I thought I wonvt be able to experience the freedom from such, but I found peace even in the midst of it. And everyday I fight to set myself free in light of the truth that Jesus had won it already for me.