What's supposed to be a short chat turned to be a good-grief talk

Talking with Toyen pumped me up in doing better. She didn't pressure me, I mean grace over pressure, rather have this hopeful confidence that something great is about to happen... And that requires great effort to meet, not just the equilibrium, but what amazing thing is in stored in my future. It going to be a very challenging battle indeed, for the reward will also be something beyond what we perceived.